Criminal Masterminds

I am anti-morning.

I have recently discovered that mornings are very unproductive. I'm sure this is related to the fact that I have to close at work all the time, but my point remains. If I have to work at one, then let's say I wake up at ten. In order to get to work on time, I have to start getting ready at noon. So.... there are two hours in there that I do absolutely nothing... every day. I can't really do anything after work if I close because my parents don't want me out until midnight every night. So basically, by working only night shifts, I waste a significant portion of my time -and- don't get to see my friends as much. Therefore working nights = Crystal gets screwed over. This is why I have decided to petition Doris for one day shift per week. They can survive without me for one night. So that way, I have two days off to do whatever I want, plus two nights off (Sunday and whatever day shift she gives me) which adds up to four nights off per week. Now that is much better than the three I had before. (yes, I realize this is only one night, but *shrug* one is better than none.) And speaking of work... it is currently 11:54 thus I should be getting off of the computer and doing something productive like showering so I can go make money so I can afford school in the fall. But I really don't want to. But I should. One of these days I'm going to live a day for me. Completely for me. I'm going to arrange a day when I won't do anything anyone else expects of me, just to see what it's like. I'll feel guilty as hell (as evidenced by the marching band incident) but for the moment it'll be nice. Wait... I already did that and decided it sucked. Maybe just one more "live for the moment" experience before I leave for college in the fall. *shrug* I'll see if it can be arranged. Yeah. Mornings suck.

posted by The Clarinet Goddess @ 11:54 AM