Criminal Masterminds

...Bittersweet-ness

Kara and Logan just left. This weekend was amazing. It was wonderful to see them again... it had been three weeks since I'd seen Logan and about three and a half since I'd seen Kara. We didn't do much beyond eat, shop, and watch movies, but I still had a blast. It was really the first time I'd been out and off campus since I got here. Oh. I have expensive pants now. and a shirt with a zipper... that I didn't know existed until after I had tried it on. this shows my experience with expensive clothing (aka none) but yeah. I have concert clothes. that's probably a good thing.

So as amazingly wonderful as it was to have them here this weekend, it was equally as horrible to watch them go. not that it wasn't worth it, but the fact remains. I was very proud of the fact that I only cried for 5-ish minutes. and it wasn't even constant. it was more of the "oh. they're leaving. they can't leave. *watches car drive away* *waves* *cries a little* *composes self* *thinks of something stupid we did* *starts crying again* *composes self* *types on blog* *cries again* etc...

Thanks, guys. I really don't think you could possibly know how much it meant to me to have you here. plus by posting this now, I have two hours to decide whether to leave it or not. damn. crying again.

posted by The Clarinet Goddess @ 11:49 AM